Sooo....September..
My apologies. There is no excuse, only that i'm foolish and carefree and sometimes forget that I need to finish stuff!
Hey that should be an entry. number 10. finish bucket list.
But I digress.
So i've recently joined Weight Watchers. I know right?
I remember looking at the scale and thinking, "Woah! i'll never go past this weight." and then looking at it again and saying the exact same thing...only 50 lbs later.
Now I DO NOT, and WILL NOT ever have a negative image of myself. Sure there are down days when I think I look terrible, and that no one will look past my weight. But then i think, if someone really cares, they won't care what I look like.
But those negative days really bring me down.
So I'm doing something about it.
I've done the weight loss thing- dropped a lot of lbs, lost interest, and gained it back. But I realized. All of those times i've been hanging on to someone who was doing the plan with me. When they got bored after losing the weight, I got bored. And all times I quit the diet, and slowly packed back on the pounds.
SO THIS TIME.
I'm doing it for me. I have heart issues in my family, and I plan on being here for a long time. I would love to look in the mirror and think about how great I look in my new size whatever jeans. And i realize I will never be model thin. I'm ok with double digits.I just want to be healthy! and happy!
and sure.... a little more sexay! :)
So here we are...about two weeks in and 10 lbs lighter.
Stick with me,
K
